Backaches, headaches, and sick as a dang dog!

Oh dear God. I am so bloody sick right now. It started a few days ago. I got the chills while at work. I should have known that I was getting a cold. Then I kept having sneezing fits, coughing, sore throat, and can't breathe through my nose. Ugh. I hardly slept at all last night- maybe 45 minutes or an hour tops. I am exhausted. I couldn't breathe! I have to sleep on my back in order to breathe normally. If I sleep on my side my sinuses get blocked up and I can't breathe but if I sleep on my back my sinuses stay open and I can breathe, except eventually I start snoring and then I choke on my windpipe or tongue or whatever ala sleep apnea and then I choke myself awake because I'm gasping for air. Not fun. Not fun at allllllllllll....

Anyway- today I have severe, awful, very uncomfortable lower and mid back pain. No abdominal cramping. No bleeding. No spotting. Just god-awful back pain and pain going from my groin joints down my legs too around the hips. It's just awful. Add to that the fact that I can't breathe through mynose, and I have to breathe through mouth which is making my throat red raw... ow!!!! My eyes are dry and itchy. My face hurts. I have bad headaches and my whole body is moaning for some peace and comfort. Our tub isn't working so I just sat in there and let how shower water go all over my back for some relief. This is crazy.

I dont know if I am miscarrying or if I just have so many hormones going through my body that my ligaments are loosening up? Only time will tell. Thank God I have a few  days off of work to recover before Monday. I'm going to call the RE on Monday to schedule some hcg bloodwork and see what the deal is. I'm scared it might be ectopic or miscarry or whatever. I just want to be safe and healthy and I am suffeing right now.

What worse is that I don't know if I am miscarrying though it does feel like I will... still... I can't take the chance and so I am not using any medicine at all! nothing for my sinuses or fever or anything... so I'm like sick doggie over here just waiting it out. Torture. I dont know if I should be hopeful or realistic am I just deluding myself? I might be in denial about miscarriage # 4.... but I hope I'm just in denial that I am pregnant and have a healthy baby growing. Wish I could breathe!!!!!