Stats.... this.

So fertility friend has these little stats colored squares on this chart. See them? There is a green one on day 14 to let you know that's when you should ovulate and there's an ugly yucky horrible red one down there to the right on day 38. Yeah... that one tells you when you should get your period. Really ff? Because that would give me a 38 day cycle and that's never happened before. ::big raspberry:: ugh!

Anyway, I'm kind of using that day 38 as my failsafe date for spotting or other red things of lore. The longest I ever got was nearly 10 weeks. However, that was my first pregnancy and what they actually discovered was that even though my body hung onto the pregancy for 10 weeks, it appeared that the development stopped around 5.5 weeks. No sac. No yolk. Nothing. The good ol' blight ovum with a missed m/c apparently. The next time I made it to about 5.5 weeks and we at least had a yolk sac but that was it. And the last time I made it to about 4.5 weeks... I think it was so brief... maybe only about a week or a week and a half after my missed period.... and I was on progesterone. Go figure. So this time... can we get any further along? These temps are wonkaroo. I read that after you get a bfp you shouldn't temp because they will go up and down. But I kind of want to see and know what is going on as a reference point.

Oh yes and there is definately something goin on down there... I felt some discomfort last night... some cramping, some pulling... some pinching... I hope those are good things and not signs of things pulling away and letting go! Anyway- happy Tuesday! I can't stop sneezing!