Where you goin? Come backup!

Ok- so the cramping I had last night very well could have been gas pains and bowel cramping. I was pretty gassy all night. More so than usual. My stool this morning was unfortuantely quite loose. :\ just like it used to be with the other times that didn't bode well. My temp is down lower again today. :( 98.04. To be fair, it's still pretty high for me, but lower nonetheless. Also, I was up for about 2 hours from 2am til 4:30am because a sound outside was keeping me awake. Ugh. So my hubby put the dehumidifier on for me and it was just glorious white noise... I slept like a baby. I could breathe better... ahhh. I knew that would happen if we put that humidifier on. I didn't want to get out of bed this morning! I hit the snooze 4 times. So I'm finally up. It's almost 6:40 and I had a lot of gas and loose stools this morning. I wonder if that's indiciative of anything coming down the pike. I'm so cozy in my house with my darling husband. I don't want to leave for work!!!! I don't wanna go. I don't wanna! I want to stay here and be a little family. I want us to snuggle and play games and cuddle and make snacks together and be close. :( This sucks. I don't wanna go. It's so dark out too. Ugh. Well, one thing I do have to do today is go for my bloodwork. I guess that will give us a clearer picture of everything at this point. I think I'm still not even 5 weeks along. My boobs still hurt a lot. Not as much as yesterday- but the same places and nearly the same amount of ache.Otherwise feel pretty good. I don't want to leave the house. I want to stay here. I wish we were independently wealthy so we could stay home and be all snuggly all day and work from home if we wanted to. Someday.... I will put that intention out there...

And there's the chart... up and down... and up and down... I have to be honest... I haven't seen ANY pregnancy charts online or in the fertility book that look like this. and NONE have gone down to the coverline. My chart is so wonky. Now I know why they tell you not to chart after you get a BFP. Too much worrying.