Today is Saturday. We finally told my MIL about the pregnancy and she was thrilled and very nice about it. Yeay! Today we will tell my SIL too. She's the last one to know so we want to do something special for her. Gosh dang it- we are flat out broke. We are BROKE. We can't afford to go out with any body or take anyone to lunch and here we are doing it anyway. :\ Please God- please help my husband get a good paying job soon. Please, please please. He's been unemployed for a year since his layoff and things are so tight I could puke. We have no insulation in our house so heating it is a joke. It's freaking freezing in here. Our furance is over 30 years old and is broken and not working correctly. Our pipes are 30 years old... our electrical box is only 100 amps and should be 200... and our electric bill is thru the roof every month because the electricity draws too much energy from the 100 amp box. Oh man... Things are only going to get tighter with a baby on the way and me leaving my job to stay home and care for our newborn. Please God. We need a financial miracle soon.
In other news, I have my first prenatal appointment on March 11 and looking forward to it. I should be around 12 weeks by then. I feel pretty good. Nausea is tapering off... I feel exhausted most days very quickly. My bbs are unbelievably sore and heavy and hurt so much when I wake up in the morning or try to roll over. My face is breaking out. :\ My tummy is showing! Big time! I went to Macys to try on some maternity clothes and I'm already showing wayyy out there! It's really cute and neat. Too bad I can't afford any maternity clothes. :( Nothing fits and everything feels like its strangling me. I'm still trying to hide my pregnancy at work for as long as possible. I dont need the harrassment from my nightmare boss and I dont need questions about our plans when baby is born or when is my husband going to get a a job. I dont need that stress and am putting it off for as long as possible.
In other news I went thru my email contacts and deleted every single person that I didnt know or recognize.. there were over 500 names there.. GONZO. Time to spring clean if you know what I mean.. I also want to delete anyone on facebook whom I dont really consider a friend. LOL.. that will leave me with about 2 or 3 people! LOL. So Im slowly phasing out people whom I hardly speak to or with whom I would not share our baby news... CCCCCYYYYAAAAAA. Out with the old and in with the new... It feels really good actually. :P
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