Another cold... :(

Oh man. I got sick again already! Dang it!! Well- I felt FINE yesterday. But I was pretty stressed out. I had to leave work early because my boss and my coworker decided it was time to bust out the booze at work. They started drinking in the hallway/seating area of our office and then I heard him say that they should move into his office because he didnt want to get caught. Gross. They went into his office and closed the door and since MY office is connected to his with a door I could hear everything they were talking about and I just didnt feel comfortable sitting in my office with those two boozing in his office at 330 on a Friday so I left. The heck with that baloney. Are you kidding me? Gimme a break. I dont even feel safe or comfortable when that crap starts happening. It's the culture there. It's a university so people get away with literally murder, and abuse, and drinking on the job, and drug use, there are no repercussions except on the person who rats everyone out- then you get blackballed. So I just remove myself from the situation and now I'm trying to think of what am I going to do during Spring Break? All of the faculty will be GONE and it will be just me and my boss up there on the the third floor of this old mansion. Yeah. No thanks. I'm just going to come and go as I please so I don't have to deal with him and I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to deal with me either. Good God I hope there is such a thing as KARMA.

In the meantime, I was all keyed up about that garbage at work so by the time I got home I was pretty hormonal and feeling trapped and mad and angry and scared. I'm so mad that I am in this situation and that I have to deal with this stuff. So when I got home I was already wired for a tiff with my darling angel husband who didnt deserve my cranky rant filled tirade. He was sharing some info with me about his day and the stuff he found out about getting a full time job and this lady he talked to at the state building  and somehow it came up that this no-nothing woman was telling my husband that I shouldn't quit my job at the uni because it was a good job. Of course she thinks its a good job. Everyone does- I do too,  but they dont know how difficult it is to navigate all the baloney and mistreatment that goes on there. Also, I want to stay home with the baby and this lady seems to think that I shouldn't! I was like- who is this wacko to judge our decisions and what we are going to do?! Oh get lost! I went bananas and on a cuss-filled rant of expletives. It was not pretty. I upset my hubby and antagonized him so we had a pretty bad tiff. Then my family was coming up for dinner and we wanted to tell my dad, mom, sister about the baby and we had these little fortune cookies made with a fortune about our pregnancy and my mom and sister were pretty excited but my dad was kind of blase about the whole thing which really surprised me because he was the one I wanted to tell the most. He was sooooo happy the first time we were pregnant but then of course I miscarried and everything went to pot. Then we had several more m/c and you know its just sad. So we waited before we got a heartbeat to tell him this time. My mom knew already because she's my mom and I had to tell someone... so she didnt blab to dad... But I think my dad might have felt hurt that we waited to tell him. Or maybe he was just in shock. His reaction wasnt the same as the first time by a long shot. I was kind of bummed out about that but who knows what was going through his head. :( I know he is happy for us and maybe he just didnt feel good.

Between the fight and the parents coming over my hubby and I went for a nice walk. I didnt have a coat on because it was REALLY warm out- like 64 or 65. I had on a sweater- but maybe couple with my ranting and raving and stress and the warm windy weather - I got sick. :P Though now that I think about it- I was sneezing a lot at work yesterday too. So maybe I got sick when our furnace was empty the past two days. We ran out of fuel oil and waited 2 days to get it filled. :\ I bet that was what did it.

At any rate now I am sick as a pup and my father in law is coming to visit tonight. Yeay! I love him. He is so fun and cute and wonderful. Just like my own dad. Dads are great! It's incredible windy out and I believe its below freezing again- its weird weather. Hubby has me propped up on the sofa with a good book, water, and tissues. My nose is sooo stuffed O_o and keep sneezing. Ugh. I hope all the snow melts soon. When I was coughing/sneezing yesterday my little uterus/ovaries hurt. Ouch!

Well time to rest and drink my fluids. I took 2 vitamin C and my prenatal, folic acid, and b6. Now it time to rest. I dont want to take any medicine if I can help it. I also just painted my nails and it stinks. P.U. Ok rest time.