Af

False alarms :( af came feb 9

8dpo

It's 8dpo... achey knees and back ... extreme fatique... oy... slight little cramping but not much... I tried to figure out where my cervix was up to... seems high and firm or it could be soft with a bump on it.. it feels pointy... I thought I was dry with no cervical fluid... but I pulled out some creamy slippery eggwhitey lotiony.... interesting! I don't know what to make of it.. breaking out big time on my forehead and a spot on my neck under my jaw. So So So So tired... can barely keep eyes open and just not in the mood to play with baby... feel badly about that :( lol.. ack! come on mommy!! Well I guess actually Valentine's day would be the day to test... maybe the earilest would be Sunday or Tuesday... I guess if I dont get a period on Monday... I can go test on Tuesday pretty confidently... Can't wait!!!!! AHHHH!! Are you in there babie?

7dpo head ache city and mild cramps

7dpo wicked headache take two..ow! ouchie! I never get the head aches... now I've had two in the past few days... took two tylenol and that seemed to really help a lot. Also have lower right back/flank dull aches closer to the hip then flank though. Some kind of mild crampy feelings in lower right front area. Near ovaries... negative OPK. Eggwhite kind of cm? Still? clear and sticky at any rate but seems to be creamy further up. Cervix appears to be really high and really firm.. or open... can't tell.. felt like it was closed and hard or bumpy.

6dpo? Hot hot hot and wild dreams

Oh my. I'm roasting! So so hot especially at night when sleeping. Not sure that's a positive sign or not. But I wake up very hot. No night sweats so that is good in my estimation. Had a wildly crazy vivid dream last night. Oh brother! Was going on an international trip in Asai with JB an old college professor and a handful of my girlfriends from primary and secondary school but I got left behind on the most wonderful part of the trip which was a river cruise but it was on a floating airplane not a boat and it was going to take off from the water. My girlfriend went down the stairs and I went after her but she had a boarding pass and I did not because the professor had mine. So they held me at the gate. I culdnt call anyone to come get me because my cel phone died and I didn't have their numbers memorized. I was hsterical. Inconsolable. Sobbing and cussing the f bomb relentlessly. It was a total mess. My husband and baby weren't even whispers in my ear. Must have been an ancient version of my eight grade self. Jeez. I still don't think I would have sobbed like that in real life! It's not that bad! What could it all mean? It could mean that I'm pregnant lol!! Update on symptoms yesterday felt twinges and pulls on right side. My lower back on right side was achy. Really hot at night. I guess I am 6dpo possibly? Very thirsty at night too

UPDATE: on the way to work this morning...around 830am I felt teeny tiny quick short pangs of pinching pain in left ovary... ping. ping. quick and short. like a whisper... O_O

5dpo

5dpo I'm guessing. Could be less than that. Had a dream that I had a positive pregnancy test! When I was pregnant with baby 1 I had a dream about the sex and it was spot on! It was an early pregnancy dream just like the one I had last night. So my symptoms right now... None really lol. That might be good? I was very hot on and off yesterday. Ad I was really hot in bed last night. I woke up at one point and was like please god no. Not the night sweats! I did an opk this morning out of curiosity and it was wayayyyy negative. It's too early to test for anything the earliest would be Sunday feb 10. And even that is pushing it. Next Tuesday the 13 is probably better... It would be wonderful to find out on valentines day!!!! Find out a bfp that is!

Number two? I hope so!

Well here's to hoping I'm preggers! Ovulated two or three days ago and we having been doing the deed so we shall see. Yesterday I had a splitting head ache and the day before I felt some movement and things down there. Please please please! Keeping track on fertility friend. Feeling some tiny cramping today. 1 dpo. Slight cramping 2 dpo. Headache. Never get headaches 3 dpo. Slight cramping moody stressed to the max