nothing new just checking in. Wonder if this pregnancy will stick.... Just waiting out the days.. If imake it to April 10. Good. That's further then my last miscarriage. If I. Make it to April 19. Even better that's further the. The miscarriage before that. If I make it to April 24 at least I will have survived my 40th bday with out another mc. If I make it to May 1 that will be out of first trimester.
Waiting. Waiting. Waiting....
Tomorrow is April fools day. Hope I won't be a fool. Of a took.
Tuesday, March 31, 2015
Wednesday, March 25, 2015
7 weeks
I'm supposedly 7 weeks and holding. Have had bouts of nausea that come and go for the past several weeks. Tired a lot taking naps daily. Some minor xranping or more like activity below. Some minor lower back pain yesterday like a dull ache so Im not sure if that's good or not. Prob Not but trying to stay positive. No bloodwork this time. No ultrasounds. No thanks. Too much money and for what? If things don't fare well there is nothing I can do or anyone else can do so why throw money at it be uses miscarriages get expensive fast. At least 2K with deductibles and copays.
Taking folic acid. Prenatal. B6 and baby aspirin every day. No breastfeeding. Just a dibble dab once a day for toddles which is literally three seconds on each boobie. She's doing great. I do feel sicky almost daily not sure if that ms or just in my head.
Exceptionally stressed out at work. Trying to stay positive. Too much stuff to do with school work. Work work. House work. Etc. wow. I wonder if this pregnancy is really going to happen? It feels fairly solid but what do I know. I've been pregnant seven times with one live birth. Just have to wait and see but for how long?? Last mc the baby died at 9.5 weeks and I startred spotting a week later. Then passed the whole thing the next week which was painful. Just like real labor. The exact feeling. Funny how size has nothing to doc with the intensity of the pain. It was the same labor pain I had with my toddles.
I also have avoided coffee and tea. No caffeine. And have been doing an Atkins diet though I have to say that eggs are making me feel a little chokey. I can't keep doin Atkins forever. It makes me feel queasy after a week or two.
No other symptoms really except zit on forehead. Some minor uterine activity some nausea some tiredness. No peeing a lot prob because I am chronically dehydratwd. 😜 😳 definitely constipated but tha could be from atkins.
Not sure when in going to call the doc office. Guess I will wait until week 10? 11? 13? That would put me at May 7. That would be the start of week 13 or at least out of first trimester...
The sucky part is that week 11 is my birthday week. I turn the big 4-0. But I hope it's not like happy birthday!!! Youre having a miscarriage!!! That's would be awful. But I'll get through it. Blah. Stay positive laney. Stay positive.
Taking folic acid. Prenatal. B6 and baby aspirin every day. No breastfeeding. Just a dibble dab once a day for toddles which is literally three seconds on each boobie. She's doing great. I do feel sicky almost daily not sure if that ms or just in my head.
Exceptionally stressed out at work. Trying to stay positive. Too much stuff to do with school work. Work work. House work. Etc. wow. I wonder if this pregnancy is really going to happen? It feels fairly solid but what do I know. I've been pregnant seven times with one live birth. Just have to wait and see but for how long?? Last mc the baby died at 9.5 weeks and I startred spotting a week later. Then passed the whole thing the next week which was painful. Just like real labor. The exact feeling. Funny how size has nothing to doc with the intensity of the pain. It was the same labor pain I had with my toddles.
I also have avoided coffee and tea. No caffeine. And have been doing an Atkins diet though I have to say that eggs are making me feel a little chokey. I can't keep doin Atkins forever. It makes me feel queasy after a week or two.
No other symptoms really except zit on forehead. Some minor uterine activity some nausea some tiredness. No peeing a lot prob because I am chronically dehydratwd. 😜 😳 definitely constipated but tha could be from atkins.
Not sure when in going to call the doc office. Guess I will wait until week 10? 11? 13? That would put me at May 7. That would be the start of week 13 or at least out of first trimester...
The sucky part is that week 11 is my birthday week. I turn the big 4-0. But I hope it's not like happy birthday!!! Youre having a miscarriage!!! That's would be awful. But I'll get through it. Blah. Stay positive laney. Stay positive.
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Holy heck... again?! Here we go again.... arghh and weee... and omgosh... whhhhatttt????
Well here we are on March 1, 2015 ..... and I'm pregnant again... madone... this is pregnancy number 7. lol... AHHHHH!!! I only have this reaction because of my history of RPL not because I am not excited... I am so excited... I so so so so so badly want this to be a healthy happy pregancy that results in a happy healthy baby... and mommy... and dadddy... and big sistery.... please God... please help us. I can't tell for sure when conception occured but I did log the following:
Last Period - CD 25 (second period after the miscarriage in December)
CD 1 - January 29
CD 5 - BD - February 2
CD 7 - BD - February 4
CD 12 - BD - Febryary 9
CD 18 - Copious EWCM -February 15 super duper a lot and never saw it like that before
CD 19 - BD - February 16
CD 21 - BD - February 18
CD 25 - February 22 lots of ovary twinges in left ovary
CD 27 - February 24 ovary pings and a zit on forehead which is unusual for me
CD 29 - February 26 ovary pings left and right and mostly right barthelonian bump on right lmajora - yellow cm (first clue!) plus my period should have come on either CD 26 or CD 32
CD 31 - February 28 - everything every smell making me sick to my stomach
CD 32 - March 1 - I'm late... or my period should be here tomorrow I think... so... in the middle of the day at 3:30 pm... after drinking lots of water....
So I could have ovulated on CD 19 or CD 21... ideally I ovulated on CD 21 or 22 because that would mean fresh sperm.... CD 19 is ok too but the sperm will have been 7 days old... :\
unless I sneaked a little jump in there... lol... sooo... ideal scenario ovulated on CD 21... that would be perfect... it's really all we could ask for... so I'm going with it...
That would put me currently at either (worst case) 13 DPO - in which case... my very faint pregnancy test is not a good sign... or (best case) 11 DPO... which is still iffy considering how faint the test is.... still... maybe it will be dark tomorrow morning... ugh. Or maybe I just see an evaporated line... who knows.... ugh ugh ugh... wonder if I should call and see if I can get HCG done in a week or so...
Last Period - CD 25 (second period after the miscarriage in December)
CD 1 - January 29
CD 5 - BD - February 2
CD 7 - BD - February 4
CD 12 - BD - Febryary 9
CD 18 - Copious EWCM -February 15 super duper a lot and never saw it like that before
CD 19 - BD - February 16
CD 21 - BD - February 18
CD 25 - February 22 lots of ovary twinges in left ovary
CD 27 - February 24 ovary pings and a zit on forehead which is unusual for me
CD 29 - February 26 ovary pings left and right and mostly right barthelonian bump on right lmajora - yellow cm (first clue!) plus my period should have come on either CD 26 or CD 32
CD 31 - February 28 - everything every smell making me sick to my stomach
CD 32 - March 1 - I'm late... or my period should be here tomorrow I think... so... in the middle of the day at 3:30 pm... after drinking lots of water....
So I could have ovulated on CD 19 or CD 21... ideally I ovulated on CD 21 or 22 because that would mean fresh sperm.... CD 19 is ok too but the sperm will have been 7 days old... :\
unless I sneaked a little jump in there... lol... sooo... ideal scenario ovulated on CD 21... that would be perfect... it's really all we could ask for... so I'm going with it...
That would put me currently at either (worst case) 13 DPO - in which case... my very faint pregnancy test is not a good sign... or (best case) 11 DPO... which is still iffy considering how faint the test is.... still... maybe it will be dark tomorrow morning... ugh. Or maybe I just see an evaporated line... who knows.... ugh ugh ugh... wonder if I should call and see if I can get HCG done in a week or so...
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