7 weeks

I'm supposedly 7 weeks and holding. Have had bouts of nausea that come and go for the past several weeks. Tired a lot taking naps daily. Some minor xranping or more like activity below. Some minor lower back pain yesterday like a dull ache so Im not sure if that's good or not. Prob Not but trying to stay positive.  No bloodwork this time. No ultrasounds. No thanks. Too much money and for what? If things don't fare well there is nothing I can do or anyone else can do so why throw money at it be uses miscarriages get expensive fast. At least 2K with deductibles and copays.

Taking folic acid. Prenatal. B6 and baby aspirin every day.  No breastfeeding. Just a dibble dab once a day for toddles which is literally three seconds on each boobie. She's doing great. I do feel sicky almost daily not sure if that ms or just in my head.

Exceptionally stressed out at work. Trying to stay positive. Too much stuff to do with school work. Work work. House work. Etc. wow. I wonder if this pregnancy is really going to happen? It feels fairly solid but what do I know. I've been pregnant seven times with one live birth. Just have to wait and see but for how long?? Last mc the baby died at 9.5 weeks and I startred spotting a week later. Then passed the whole thing the next week which was painful. Just like real labor. The exact feeling. Funny how size has nothing to doc with the intensity of the pain. It was the same labor pain I had with my toddles.

I also have avoided coffee and tea. No caffeine. And have been doing an Atkins diet though I have to say that eggs are making me feel a little chokey. I can't keep doin Atkins forever. It makes me feel queasy after a week or two.

No other symptoms really except zit on forehead. Some minor uterine activity some nausea some tiredness. No peeing a lot prob because I am chronically dehydratwd. 😜 😳 definitely constipated but tha could be from atkins.

Not sure when in going to call the doc office. Guess I will wait until week 10? 11? 13? That would put me at May 7. That would be the start of week 13 or at least out of first trimester...

The sucky part is that week 11 is my birthday week. I turn the big 4-0. But I hope it's not like happy birthday!!! Youre having a miscarriage!!! That's would be awful. But I'll get through it. Blah. Stay positive laney. Stay positive.